Birthday #69
Dear All,
New Year’s greetings to each of you! I hope
this finds you feeling rested and well after the busy months of November and
December!
Knowing I could find the best birthday gifts,
Rituxan and Dexamethasone, at an infusion center, I spent today at Compass
Oncology and that means it is “Health Update” night. I have a new doctor, Kathryn
Kolababa: “East Coast” trained:
Yale with a few other impressive stops on her way from there to here. She’s
impressive! Smart, experienced, curious, thorough, a problem solver, and a
teacher who wants her patients to understand their disease and meanings of the
labs. I think she felt good about my own research and understanding and my
relationship with WM. Today she went to great lengths to tell me about my
“numbers” on the labs done a week ago. I agree with this quote and apparently
she does too: "The best
prescription is knowledge."
-- C. Everett
Koop, MD, former Surgeon General of the United States
New to me was the IgG understanding. If one’s IgG is greater
than 400, they don’t have problems with infections. Mine is 100, so I need to
be sure to get the pneumonia vaccine and stay away from biting cats and dirty
people. My blood viscosity is NORMAL! And my thyroid is NORMAL! I think
“normal” is a great birthday present. All you have to do is try abnormal to
really understand. My IgM at 1144 was up a little and she had some concern
about that. She felt it could have been related to the stress of the holidays
or the persistent cold and cough I’ve been fighting. She’s right, I’ve spent
half of Nov. and December traveling and all “best practices” for good health
were neglected. I’ve been in quiet mode since I returned ten days ago and this
week I plan to start the New Year in balance… the ever illusive goal!
For me, sensitively balancing the following
is the goal: time with family,
friends, and community, time with yoga and meditation, time “giving back” in
volunteer work, time exercising and strengthening my body and preparing healthy
foods so I eat well, time tending to household tasks, and time spent learning
something new. I remember my mother saying, “Time
is the only thing everyone has the same amount of. How you use it is the
difference.” I know I should start
here with exercise. You might find this motivational too. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aUaInS6HIGo&feature=player_embedded#!
23 and 1/2 hours: What is the single best thing we can do
for our health? - YouTube
Facilitating writing groups with Write Around Portland will
fill lots of my goals at one time. Visit their website if you want to know more
about this activity I will be involved with: http://www.writearound.org/what/what_we_do.html. Facilitating a writing group of adults here in my apartment
community also fills some goals I hadn’t anticipated at the onset. There are
eight of us age 86 to 30 and through our freewrites and sharing, we’ve evolved
into a group of close friends.Yoga, meditation, exercising, etc are all falling
back into place, but I have a new challenge/endeavor related to breathe and to
having fun. A few weeks ago, my
friend Deb invited me to a “free voice workshop”. http://transformvoice.com. I had little idea what to expect, but found out it was a new
not-for-profit that has classes in how to use your voice…singing, speaking, and
I don’t know what else. Fifteen weeks from now, I will be singing loudly; I do
know that.
So friends, that’s way too much about me
tonight, but here are a couple of things I want to share with you before I
crash (Dexi is slowing down on me and it’s only 4:40!)
Great read! Steve Jobs
by Walter Isaacson. I’m about halfway through and I can’t put it down.
Fascinating!
This is a uTube of kids who made musical instruments from
found stuff in the dump. You may have seen it before. It gives me hope: http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=10151279562307432&set=vb.759907431&type=2&theater
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gXDMoiEkyuQ
I may have sent this uTube
before, but it’s worth another look, so I urge you to watch it and while doing
so think about change in all life forms.
He says it’s about gratitude, but it’s also
about change, and I’ve been thinking a lot about change lately. There was an
interview on NPR yesterday with a man who has researched people’s perception of
change. He said people think change happens when they are young, but not much
once they older. He had his research group write about change and growth in the
past ten years of their lives. He discovered people are continually changing
throughout their lives; it’s just a bit slower in later years. I had my writing
group do a 10-minute freewrite on it last night and it was an eye opener! Try
it and it will reveal how much you have changed. I bet you’ll be surprised! Here is the link to the interview.
http://www.nytimes.com/2013/01/04/science/study-in-science-shows-end-of-history-illusion.html?src=me&ref=general&_r=0
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The following is an interesting article I read while visiting a Hindu Monestary on Kauai last month. It's about aging and change too, so I'll include it in case any of you are interested.
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The following is an interesting article I read while visiting a Hindu Monestary on Kauai last month. It's about aging and change too, so I'll include it in case any of you are interested.
Lesson 234 from Living with Siva From Reviewing Hindu Family Life Strucfture
Renewing Life's Plans
When the body reaches middle age, a change of pace occurs. One feels like sitting rather than walking, sleeping more than one did before, and it is more difficult to make long-term plans, ten, twenty, thirty years ahead. At middle age, the question "What am I going to do with my life?" has long been answered but still should be asked, because at middle age, around forty, there is still a long life ahead. It should be planned out as carefully as the life span that has already been lived, based on the experiences gained from it.
When the body reaches middle age, a change of pace occurs. One feels like sitting rather than walking, sleeping more than one did before, and it is more difficult to make long-term plans, ten, twenty, thirty years ahead. At middle age, the question "What am I going to do with my life?" has long been answered but still should be asked, because at middle age, around forty, there is still a long life ahead. It should be planned out as carefully as the life span that has already been lived, based on the experiences gained from it.
Many people plan out their
lives at eighteen or twenty, and others don't. Nevertheless, when the change of
life at middle age comes, both for men and women, it is only wise to regroup
one's thoughts, analyze one's desires, motivations and educational skills,
physical, mental and emotional abilities. It is time to plan another forty
years ahead with as much enthusiasm and dynamism as can be mustered up. After
all, they say life begins at forty. A lot of people die at fifty or shortly
afterwards because they feel that everything is breaking down. That is because
they misinterpret what is happening. They think the death experience is coming,
whereas only a change of life, of life experience, has occurred, which began at
forty. If they took it as a new passage in life, they could be on smooth
sailing until eighty.
Forty years of age is well
known as a change of life. Seventy years of age is the prime of life. Eighty is
the fulfillment of that prime. As one nears eighty years of age, this is again
time to revamp one's life, motivations, desires, and to plan for the next forty
years, which recognizes a natural life span of 120 years. It is interesting to
note that the muscular structure of the physical body does not start to
deteriorate until after age seventy-two, and then only slightly, unless one
neglects to exercise. Mystics say that eighty years of age is a difficult time
to get through psychologically, physically and emotionally, because it is
definite that your are old when you are eighty. Therefore, a new plan for
motivation for the future should be made well in advance, at least at age
seventy-two, so that when eighty rolls around it is well impressed in the
subconscious mind that, this might be time to start slowing down and preparing
for life after the life of the physical body.
It is at this juncture that one should give one's wisdom to
the younger generation, be dedicated to and interested in children and their
welfare, manage orphanages, set up endowments and scholarships for educating
the young, see into the lives of promising people and encourage them to greater
heights. This is the time also to perform sadhana and intense tapas. This is
where the yoga marga naturally comes in a lifetime. The physical forces are
fading, the muscular structure diminishing. Great spiritual progress in burning
out the last prarabdha karmas, even those that did not manifest in this life,
can be accomplished at this time. If retirement is thought of, it should be at
eighty-one, eighty-two, eighty-three, eighty-four, around that time. This
should be the slowing-down period, yet still being active in the mental,
emotional, sociological, political, ecological arenas.
Here, now, is a time to
practice hatha yoga and pay close attention to ayurveda. There is another forty
years before the natural life span of 120 is reached, plenty of time to fulfill
the Sanatana Dharma, to get out there and give of the wisdom that has been
accumulated through the past eighty years. This is the real fulfillment of a
life well lived. Or if your life was not well lived, you can teach people, from
experience, what they should not do, and explain if they don't follow that
advice, things won't work out right.
That's all the news that's fit to print! Be well. Do good work. And take good care of yourselves and your neighbors!
Ruth
You and I read the same New York Times' articles. I saw the one on change too. It was interesting to see that people don't expect to change as much in the future as they have in the past.
ReplyDeleteI love your new picture. I'm glad your numbers are generally good. You certainly take good care of yourself and others!
Hi again! Let's see if this works!
ReplyDeleteIt's been two months and I'm only just now reading this post. I feel like I'm flying with you as the Dexi courses through your system. 4:40AM?!? Fascinating what it does to your system. I want to hear more about it when we're together. Hopefully your immune system will be strong enough to ward off lovingly dirty children in a couple of weeks when we come adventuring our way up to see you. We can't wait! Alden continues to ask about it every morning. Love you!
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